Poem 2: Where?

Hey you all, thanks a ton for viewing the blog recently even if I haven't been posting, I have certainly neglected this blog but here I am again with yet another poem, actually I'm not sure if it's a poem? Who knows? So I will be posting about other stuff than poetry, no worries! Enjoy! 

Trapped in the chasm of infinite despair 

Where do I run?

Where do I go?

How do I get there?

How did I get here?

Where am I?

The storm never ends. 

Who am I?

Unleash the sun, I plea, but the sun refuses to shine. 

Show me the light! 

But how it only glows so dim. 

Who do I run to? 

Who do I embrace?

Who do I run to?

When the only one I wan't to run to is you. 

But your not there.

I'm all alone, in the lonely abyss.

Where is the star of yesteryear's past. 

Six feet underground, is where all my dreams last.

Thanks a ton for reading the poem you guys! 

-Neff

Poem 1: A Rose Blooms

Hey Everyone, here's that poem I promised on the post below! 

No I didn't write this for myself, It's actually part of my friends birthday present! She made me this wonderful box filled with sweets and cookies, which I love, and covered it with a collage of buildings, which I also love! So this poem is part of her present! I hope she likes it. 

A Rose Blooms

On a warm day in the brisk wind

A seed of poise and charm planted itself among the dim

With water, it's roots grew

They so dried the dim that it blew

Among a sea of new soil a stem stretched up

Beautifully dressed with a crown of graceful color to top it off

Yes the rose may fall in blunder

Yes it may crumble under 

But every summer below the warm sky 

The rose always rises way up high 

Glittering in the plain

Unable to be tamed

A rose blooms

And it blooms for love

Wouldn't you?

So that's the poem. Funny story about this, I was half-asleep on my bed when I started to think about my friends birthday and how I would have to create a present for her just like she did for me! So I came up with the idea of writing her a poem, then painting her a bad picture, and finally giving her a little gift which I have already chosen! The poem itself was written under an hour it was one in the morning too so I'm pretty proud of it! It's gonna be pure AWESOMENESS!

Have any of you ever written something spontaneously? Have your friends ever created something special for you? Would you do it for them too? 

Stay AWESOME, Make LIFE, PEACE! 

-Neff

Day 2 Call Me Mr. Anxious!

Hey there viewers, today has been a rather uneventful day so far. Hopefully tomorrow will be better especially since I will be hanging out with my cousins which is great except we have no IDEA when it comes to deciding what we want to do. I mean seriously, yesterday we spent the entire afternoon text messaging each other constantly thinking of all sorts of activities to do on tomorrow. Sadly we could not come to a conclusion and we will once again debate later today once one of my cousins arrives because he's staying over! I like sleepovers it's always a good time to share some jokes and sometimes food with family especially on boring summer days.

Anyway's those are my plans for tomorrow, which in my opinion is going to be a crazy day. For one thing I take my SAT first thing in the morning and I'm kind of freaking out right now, I mean I know what to do this second time around but you know like everyone else, I get test anxiety. Do you get test anxiety? I mean if I'm the only one who does that would be pretty sad and very lame. So here I am racking up my nerves when I should really be relaxing. For those of you who don't know what the SAT is, it's a very important test which covers reading, math, and writing. Scores are measured on a scale of, 600?- 2400 and the higher the score, the more chances you have at getting into a great college! My first time I scored a 1630 which is pretty average, this time around I hope to score a 1900. Hopefully it goes well because I really wan't to go to college.

So that's one hurdle I have to jump over and once that's cleared, I can enjoy my summer. Of course, I have my English summer assignment but that won't be too bad. Do any of you get summer homework? I hate it!

Well that's all for today! I know this was pretty lame but! I will post on some observations soon!

Also I will be posting a poem/ super short story because I'm not sure if it would be classified as a poem. XD

Make Life, Peace! 

-Neff

Hello Internet, Day 1

Well hello there people all around the earth. Welcome to Read My Life and Stuff! I must first add that this blog is a complete product of my own boredom and to those who may catch the title, it was inspired from WatchUsLiveandStuff which, for those who don't know, is a YouTube channel with two people who take the time to vlog their daily lives, yes it may sound boring but, it's not. Anyways this is my life which of course you will read about. On that note, a little info about myself. Of course not too much because you know this internet thing is just absolutely crazy and people are simply not as nice as they used to be and giving out confidential information willy-nilly could prove to be a very bad thing in the future. 

So I am a teenager! Yes I know your interest in reading this blog has decreased by at least 50%,  BUT, let me change your mind a little. Actually, it's really up to you I don't feel like doing this persuasive nonsense. Anyways, more about me! I am currently in summer vacation, oh yeah buddy! I am a senior in high school and yes, I do consider myself a college bound student! I live in the south and I would tell you where but you know, the world isn't "Safe" anymore. If I could describe myself I would say I'm, shy but I want to break out of this shell and I just want to let people know I'm not an awkward emotionless monster! I consider myself to be pretty witty in my academics, I creamed my SAT BABY! Well, sorta it was really an average score to tell you the truth, but where I'm from it was pretty high! Of course, I must do better.

 Now lets see, I like food a lot, I don't watch sports like normal teenage boys. They just bore me. Occasionally I can be enthralled by a basketball game but that's pretty rare in my opinion. I'm a hopeless romantic looking for the queen of my heart. Well actually I found her, I just have to win her back! More on that later. I like to watch classic films. I like music a lot, I've been called a music head because I used to just spend the day at school listening to music on my phone. My favorite band is Foster the People! Hell yes! They are freaking legit masters of indie which I suppose is my favorite music genre. I also listen to beautiful orchestrations but for some reason i only like film soundtracks? I'm very weird and lame but hey, I'm a teenager, I've got plenty of time to grow. As for the future, I don't really know what I want to do, I love architecture, history, and plenty of other things. I simply don't know. Life is a giant bowl of confusion flakes. 

So in this blog I plan to...

1. Talk about some days where I experience new or highly emotional things that prompt me to write. After all, writing is a positive way to get rid of stress! 

2. Write about my opinions or observations. 

3. Write about my goals/dreams.

4. Publish some short stories, and poems. I've got 2 stories in the works. Poems for some reason come naturally to me. Just this other day I wrote a poem at 1 in the morning so I must have a knack for some of  these things. 

5. Help anybody who needs help or feels like reaching out to me for any reason! 

So for those of you who actually took the time to read my introductory posts, thank you! Thank you so much! I appreciate all of you! If you don't mind you could always leave a comment! 

Thank You!